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Monday, March 15, 2010
I really try to 4get her but then I juz couldn't!!! I noe i did say I will giv her all my blessing but again giving blessing but i juz cannot help it to think that she will be with some1else. "As long as she happy and i will be happy for her and i will be happy", juz a lie to myself or others????? 2day I really very very down... I really really love her but I noe there isn't any chance... I really want her to be happy but I can't deny that my heart is really aching. Recently, my colleague went to view her FB photo. Saw one photo where she hug her BF and then they printed out and then superimpose my face on2 it. I really damn emo... after so long i still so love her... other gal even if i do feel jealous or admire i will not feel so bad but for her... I really love her so deep that after I saw the pic, I totally crumple.
1. My heartbeats are constantly high that i can feel my heart aching and my vein are popping. Even now.
2. I really feel like crying but then i myself as a guy i shld be crying that I sense my tears are by the edge of the eyes. Or maybe I am too tired that my eyes are very dry. Or maybe my tears are all dried up that I have nth to shed le.
3. I really feel like dying... but I keep thinking it will be a foolish thing to do.
4. I really wanna shout out loud.. it is like my lungs is going to explode but is always surround by many ppl. Singapore too urbanise le ba.
I really have to thank my frenz... she really cheer me up alot while having dinner as well as when booking the tickets for the upcoming Genting trip. If she is reading this, thx for the 2 hrs of happiness for the day.
So update of my activities over the last wkend... nth much, juz went to the Zoo on Sat, from morning 10:30am all the way till it close at 6pm. After that then we all went to AMK hub to have our dinner at Ichiban Sushi. After that CH,LH & I then went to Joseph's hse to play Mahjong all the way till near 3 am then I head home. Lose abit but ok la, fun but tired.
Sun is easy, i stay home all day to play computer... super boring de.
Finally, the booking for the tix for Genting is done. Although the final number cannot be settle due to having 4 ppl unable to giv me a confirmation answer. But at least we confirm booking of 3 rooms.
I guess i shld end my blog here le ba. Really no mood to blog futher le. Nite fellow frenz.
