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Sunday, March 28, 2010
B4 i went into sth happy, i wanna make a little complain.... the wkdays that juz pass is damn BZ la.... not go home super late would then be reporting work freakin early! Tired!!!
Juz pass my 23rd bdae ytd. I would say, yesterday even though is juz a mini bdae celebration BBQ, but it was a interesting and fun one. My colleagues actually gang up to "rape and bondage" me!!! Candle oso come out liao!!! This bdae I almost got wasted after continuously bottoming up.
Overall, I have lots and tons of thanks that i wanna say:
1. I wanna thanks all my frenz who sent me their blessing and bdae greeting over facebook, smses and F2F. =D
2. I really thanks all the frenz that attended my bdae BBQ. =P
3. Wanna thanks all the rapists for the surprise "rape n SM" XD
4. Thank for the gifts that I received... interesting ^^
5. A special thanks for my uncle and his family for attending my singing session on Fri! @.@
6. Thx my family especially my mum for always being there for me <3
7. Thanks for all the helpers that help me with the preparing for the BBQ! >.<
8. Lastly, a biggest thanks for one of my very special friend. For all the liaising, booking and the organizing. >.o
I went for a movie 2day. Just Another Pandora Box... Super crappy show but very very very funny!!! Something like chinese version of the "disaster movie" or "scary movie". But really nv had such a gd laugh since dunno when le =P
Honestly, some time I just feel very emo when my frenz ard me are lovely dovey. Being a loner for too long but I guess I juz still not ready to love or to be loved. =(
I think it is time for me to go lala land le... I stop here for now... A final thx 2 every1 =D
Confessed @ 11:20 PM
Saturday, March 20, 2010
4 hrs ago... my status update:
Nicholas TanIs still feeling the ache in the heart. Memories being refresh again.
9 mins ago... her status update:
Adelyn Tan is in a relationship with Erin Huang.
ouch????? my heart stop for a moment when I saw the status update... I think it haven start beating yet.
But wat can I do? I lost out all aspect, wealth? education? romance? I dunno but at least I noe i definitely lose out on looks.
I dunno whether I can continue to stand strong or will I collapse the next moment. Some1 save me? But I guess ppl will say this all is I "zi zhao" de.
I guess I am that "fan jian" but I have to admit tat I am the most "jian" one ba.
People always say love is like a rose,
It so beautiful bloom but grow with thorns,
There is this idiot that know thorns inflict pain,
But he is really stupid enough to entangle himself with the thorns,
So that he can "enjoy" the view of the rose,
Even when the thorns is draining away his blood,
Drop by drop and drip by drip,
And this fool hope that all his blood can nourish this rose.
I dun think i can continue to blog le so I'll stop here.
Wishing to lost his memories...
Confessed @ 12:05 AM
Monday, March 15, 2010
I really try to 4get her but then I juz couldn't!!! I noe i did say I will giv her all my blessing but again giving blessing but i juz cannot help it to think that she will be with some1else. "As long as she happy and i will be happy for her and i will be happy", juz a lie to myself or others????? 2day I really very very down... I really really love her but I noe there isn't any chance... I really want her to be happy but I can't deny that my heart is really aching. Recently, my colleague went to view her FB photo. Saw one photo where she hug her BF and then they printed out and then superimpose my face on2 it. I really damn emo... after so long i still so love her... other gal even if i do feel jealous or admire i will not feel so bad but for her... I really love her so deep that after I saw the pic, I totally crumple.
1. My heartbeats are constantly high that i can feel my heart aching and my vein are popping. Even now.
2. I really feel like crying but then i myself as a guy i shld be crying that I sense my tears are by the edge of the eyes. Or maybe I am too tired that my eyes are very dry. Or maybe my tears are all dried up that I have nth to shed le.
3. I really feel like dying... but I keep thinking it will be a foolish thing to do.
4. I really wanna shout out loud.. it is like my lungs is going to explode but is always surround by many ppl. Singapore too urbanise le ba.
I really have to thank my frenz... she really cheer me up alot while having dinner as well as when booking the tickets for the upcoming Genting trip. If she is reading this, thx for the 2 hrs of happiness for the day.
So update of my activities over the last wkend... nth much, juz went to the Zoo on Sat, from morning 10:30am all the way till it close at 6pm. After that then we all went to AMK hub to have our dinner at Ichiban Sushi. After that CH,LH & I then went to Joseph's hse to play Mahjong all the way till near 3 am then I head home. Lose abit but ok la, fun but tired.
Sun is easy, i stay home all day to play computer... super boring de.
Finally, the booking for the tix for Genting is done. Although the final number cannot be settle due to having 4 ppl unable to giv me a confirmation answer. But at least we confirm booking of 3 rooms.
I guess i shld end my blog here le ba. Really no mood to blog futher le. Nite fellow frenz.
This wk is rather a down week for me i suppose... Since Fri I haven been feeling right... even gt the feeling of falling sick. Dunno Y, Wonder Y. Or is it i rather dun wanna to noe Y???
Anw, last Fri went to be the photographer for SPF seasport carnival... Now arms and neck are lobster red. Neck is pretty painful too when showering. But then i kinda like the colour of my skin now =]
Sat, went for a movie, 2gather with Ed, LH & CH, we watched Percy Jackson and i have to say the storyline is indeed pretty interesting =P The journey they embark on are really interesting. After that CH & I then went to Jos hse to play Mahjong. This is i think the 6th games i played in my life and I finally win!
Sun, due to previous nite play Mahjong until pretty late, I slp thru half of the day la. But in the afternoon, I then went to Orchard for the IDP openhse. Initially got a brief ideas on wat path I shld take alrdy... but 2day went, they suggested a better path tat I could take but then I am unsure which paths is better =( confuse... guess nid to do somemore research le.
I think i shall blog till here ba... not really in the rite mood to type so much.
deep down i believe i noe all the reasons.
Confessed @ 9:36 PM
Monday, March 1, 2010
CNY finally over liao... have to say, i had the most wonderful CNY this year... so many celebrate programme over the wkend, gt shopping, gt singing, movies and visited so many frenz's house(have to apologized that this yr my house not open for visiting =[ ). Ang Bao collected quite a few, even got 3 Ang Bao from my working place which I am surprise because the Sirs n Mdm that gave me the Ang Bao is not even from my department!!! Infact their ofc is pretty far from my ofc lor. Haven open my Ang Bao yet so dunno how much but think gt at least $150 ba =] but instead of happy over the value, I actually feel more happy to receive more Ang Bao than the past years. O ya... b4 i miss out the most impt activity over the CNY... Black Jack n Mahjong... got days that i lose and got days that I win =P although overall is still lose but i feel the atmostsphere of CNY more.
Hmmm... 2day 1st day after CNY but have to report to work earlier so feel abit blue... but then thinking the upcoming programme coming up in-line... I very look forward the days to past faster! WWW... Zoo... Genting!!!
Ytd went NATAS initially wanted to booked for Genting trip but then in the end nv settle... which is quite a sad thing la... 2 reasons, 1. $$$ nv bring enuf, 2. 2 frenz cannot confirm wat they want =.=". During the NATAS i oso look out for other location including the Hokkaido that i wanted to go but then haiz... expensive la!!! I oso look out for Taiwan and it seem pretty ok la so wanted to bring my family go but wonder if it is possible coz quite tight wor. But is really cheap there over at the NATAS la... think during the next NATAS, which they said ard end of Aug, then I go enquire again ba.
Hungry... time to go eat my dinner le... so i shall stop bloggin till here =P
Confessed @ 8:24 PM
