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Sunday, September 27, 2009
Woot... feel so much better when the headaches are gone. Ytd went out the whole day and oni drank a cup of water in the morning and last till 5pm then have another cup of milk tea at MOS burger. So guess I dehydrated abit + recently throat abut sore so my body protested. XD old liao... drink water oso forget, but the worst fact is that i din realise that I am falling sick due to it not until I realise that my body is feeling cold and hot at time and having headache and bodyaches but not having fever then it set me thinking wat happen. B4 going home, I went to EmiCake as I nid to order some cakes, but when i reach the cake shop... IT'S CLOSE.. Almost 9pm nia an the shop close liao... I with a headaches walk so far go there close! Almost fainted infront of the shop. Anw, ytd when reach home, i ate some "chuan bei pi pa gao" and i drank a cup of water every abt 20mins until i fall aslp. 2day morning wake up at 11am cover in sweat but feeling so refresh.
Ytd I went to SIM to attend the openhouse with my frenz. I realise there is this particular course that is related to my poly course. Bachelor in Multimedia and Game Development. It is sounding interesting but it set me thinking, shld I be studying this? If I really study this I might really stuck in this line 4ever. As my goal and interest is in Medicine, I oso tot of going to Aust to study Medicine which is harder in both applying and studying it but I feel it's worth everything. Another thing to consider is that if I studying in SIM, it will definately save more than I studying in Aust lah. Sianz liao... What choice do I make? I really wanna study in Aust for Med... do I stick with that? 11 mth to ORD...
After the visit to SIM, we went Mos and spend some time thinking abt some stuff abt the Ubin Chalet next Sat... that where I have my milk tea. =P after the discussion, went to NTUC to check out some stuff we intend to bring to the chalet and bought some noodles. After that we went to search for some food to makan but for some guy like me, eating is a very troublesome thing coz I am the kind that totally hav no idea wat i want to eat until sth caught my attention de. So pity Jo that she din really get a gd meal for dinner =P next time will find stingray treat you la.
Argh... headaches gone but throat still soaring. I go drink more pi pa gao le. Then 2nite got to work. Work till tml morning but tml off day. So I guess I blog till here for 2day ba.
Confessed @ 11:11 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
Since while replying to comment, i feel like so many thing to say I juz blog it ar the reply.
lsaint-ade :
u not being blindfolded for ur ops meh? Ya i keep thinking is blood leh, coz after ops i like feeling cold and tired often. Occasionlly head will feel abit headache. This Wednesday i will be going to remove my stiches then they will refer me back to my brace doctor. You said ur braces is on 2 wks after the operations, i guess it will be the same here ba. I think after braces is place on, it will be better than after ops ba. Afterall when putting braces it dun cause bleeding rite?lsaint-jo :hmm... there alot of ppl with the same christian name wor... beside noeing the name she still dunno who she is, is she does it will be pretty freaky.After all the thinking, i decided to blog out my tot... :I think i hav choose to 4get, so I use SOMEONE instead of using the name. However, she really noe how to choose when to reply and when not to reply so I capped the "SOMEONE" coz she really got me within her grasp.I am totally lost... wat shld I do? I feeling nth nw whether she replied anything or nt. I feeling so numb to this kind of relationship thing and I think i had build a phobia inside me.
Confessed @ 8:57 PM
Really had lot of fun yesterday K-ing with my siblings, Jo & her bro Benjamin, Joseph as well as Kaiwei... I guess because I hardly talk over the past few days since my operation so ytd i sing all the way out, as long as I noe how to sing i just sing along out loud. XD reach home ard 2.3am le, after wash up i went to slp le. Thx every1 for the fun.
2day I wake up at ard 2pm... yawnz... guess ytd play till very wear out ba. yawnz. lazy to blog liao... ~_~
Confessed @ 7:35 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Now feeling better... at least better than past few days, so might as well update blog. Well, guess the last Sun went prawning near bishan park. This is the 1st time I went prawning, together with Jo and Josphe, we rented a pole for 3hrs. At the end of the session, we manage to fish up 12 prawns, which initially was 13 but 1 swam out of the net as the net is place partial submerge accidentally. Anyway, guess it will be a long time before i can eat another prawn, or another hard food ba.
After I went home from the prawning, i check my working phone and realise i receive an sms. A sms from SOMEONE. this afternoon when Jo ask me whether i giv her anything or nt and i show her wat i done which is that i din giv her anything except a bday card and a sms at 12am. I totally ignore her last time when the SOMEONE replied for the 12am bdae wishes. But 2day her sms which write, "hey thanks for the card and well wishes. Yep today is a special year and i did enjoy my bday alot. The presents you have me were good. I do wear the shirts at times. And i really like the dolphin ones alot too. Thank you." is another sms that set me thinking alot of things. I din reply her anything, afterall wat shld i be replying?
On Tues, I went for operation to remove 5 teeth in preperation for braces. On the day of the operation itself, I went to the National Dental Centre(NDC) for the operation appointment. Before seeing the Doc, i was ask to wear a "shower cap", shoes cover and even a robe. The Doc then brief me on the facts that there bound to be some risk even I taking local anathesia. The Doc even "remind" me that during the whole operations, i will be awake because I am under local instead of general anathesia, thus i will be feeling things moving around my mouth as well as hearing lot of things. At the end of the briefing, the doc then reassure me that the whole operations i will not be feeling anything and I will be blind-folded. I then enter the operation theater, sit on the chair and awaiting thing to happen. Doc came, sit beside me and start telling me, "i gona inject the anathesia into your gum, however there will be quite a few jabs because we are removing 5 teeth so you hav to bare with it". Thanks for reminding again =.=" As the haven blind fold me yet so all the jabs was clearly 'poked' into my mouth. Then while waiting for the anathesia to kick in, the nurses then came and place a cloth on me as well as warp my head leaving oni my mouth expose. (very like those operation saw on TV) Blind folded, i dunno wat happening but i can feel there is thing moving in my mouth and there sound of sawing and knocking , i even taste something salty spraying inside my mouth on to my tounge when the is sawing which i think is blood but the nurse told me it is juz salt water for cleaning. The whole operations was as the doc said, totally painless and further more i almost fell aslp. XD
The suffering oni started after i leave the NDC. My mouths totally numb that i cannot feel my saliva flowing out. + the facts that my whole mouth feel nth, when travelling home, i hav to wear a mask because i hav a bloody mouth with "red saliva" flowing out. At bishan, the mask can no long hide the flow and the a lady was surprised.. haiz... dunno wat she thinking at tat moments la hopfully not thinking i hav TB cn liao. For the rest of the day, i keep bleeding and bleeding(hav taken some photos but dunno shld i post it up or nt)that i look like a vampire that juz suck some1 blood. Kinda cool actually. It is till ard 10pm then the bleeding kinda stop then i brush off the excess blood which is very hard becoz if not careful it will bleed again. Then for the next few days till 2day, everyday i will wake up with a "dry" bloody mouth, then by evening, i will already feel very tired and cold and even fervish. Headache will come and go. Well, hopefully by next Wed when i go to remove my stiches, i can feel better and eat better food coz Nw everday i can oni eat plain porridage... sad...
This Sun i'll be bring my sliblings to sing K and there will be my frenz join too. Even now i can't really sing nw but i can sense it will be pretty fun. Kay.. i guess this shld be enuf bloggin for 2day ba. Nw go time to go drink my porridage le =(
Confessed @ 6:53 PM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Ouch... Ouch... Ouch... Yesterday went to Jurong East Swimming Complex and Nw myself is totally red and suffering in pain... all part of body... arms, legs, shoulders, face... and face and shoulder is the worst. Yesterday after the swimming, carrying my bag is already pretty painful but i realise that my burn is more serious than not able to carry my bag. After I came back, I went for a shower, and usually i shower with warm water so ytd is no exception, so i turn on the shower and i walk in to it... ARGGGGHHH.... Wat-the-toot-toot-toot-toot. Then about time to slp le, I went off to my bed then i lie on the bed, ARGGGHHH.... there is pain when ever i flip, but becoz of the tiredness, the pain does not bother me, very fast i enter deep sleep le. But then deep sleep oni last for 5hrs+, at ard 5+am i make a flip... haiz... pain but sleepy still so i adjust a better position and return to slp but well, for the rest of the slp, i made a few more flip. I woke up at 11+am with very painful shoulders.. X_X... I still have not complete my task that i suppose to do ytd so i shower and prepare to go out to source for prezzie but as i put on my clothes... haiz... the clothes seem to be made out of needles, PAINFUL, and it last as long as the clothes is on me.
Even the burn is painful but I really enjoyed ytd... At the Swimming Complex, we swam from 11+am to abt 5pm with lunch in-btw at the KFC there. The lazy pool there have strong current than the shiok river at WWW, the wave pool there hav a "rain" system which make the wave pool more interesting than WWW, and the fact that there are "free show" happening very often there, it is definately more interesting than WWW provided u dun mind the "dirty water" la. After that we travel down to town(Douby Ghuat) which suppose to search for prezzie and do some shopping and maybe catch a movie. But in the end we ended up having a meal at PizzaHut and went shopping at the ThisFashion there. We did quite a long shopping there, I recommend some clothing style to my frenz Edward while Jo went for to do her shopping. I suggested quite a few suggestions and Edward tried them all and woot in the end Jo finish shopping and even check out on we guys twice and i haven even manage to try the clothes i selected.
Well, in the end we shop until the store close at 10pm which I bought 2 clothing and a cheap blazer then after that we decided to go home as the swimming in the morning really wear us out. Even the Sun burnt is painful but in the ended i gotten a fun filled day and a dark-coloured skin that i always wanted and i able to release the stress over the last wkdays which i dun wanna mention about it.
Haiz... it is Sunday again... super sianz coz tml will be Mon again... but i guess this coming wkdays shld be more relax than last wk ba... wonder wat is planned for next sat? Singing? Edward loves singing so Josphe suggested to go ChinaTown to sing K. Hmmm shld start prac singing liao...
K lah, i am going to enjoy the rest of my Sunday to watch a few more ep of anime then go to slp to prepare for tml.
Confessed @ 7:33 PM